So I think I may have a thing for octopi and jellyfish. I don’t know when it started or how, but I can spend hours at work looking at illustrations of both when I should be writing certificates of flight worthiness or some other such things for parts that may or may not end up in space or a delta airlines plane or whatever. Oh well..

Congratulations… after twenty-seven years of life you have finally discovered that guys have the ability to lie and that not everyone lives in your little fantasy fairyland where you only get what you put in. 

Only dumb-fucking people who have always walked away when the going gets tough believe that there is no such thing as middle ground and grey areas. Get over your self-righteous self and become an adult already.

The part of me that still remembers six years ago when you said “let’s just be friends” is kind of glad. I may be a terrible person but at least I’m not in denial.

Come back to talk when you have real problems.

First one in two years I actually saw something with and she goes and disappears, leaving no trace. Last thing she said was she’s so tired from having gone to the gym all week and she’ll probably sleep away the rest of the afternoon. I jokingly ask if she would like to go in for me at work so I can take the day off and sleep because I’m also tired from going to the gym. And that was it. No more replies and no return to my phone call.
I saw Maddie’s engagement ring.. in person.. (it’s intimidating) and she showed me pictures of her daughter. I don’t think I’d have been able to give her this life anytime soon. With her fiancee they own 4 or 5 cars, depending on their mood or time of year, and they have a house in the Valley. It’s.. strange talking to her again. I’m just glad we can talk and joke like old times… this time with no pressures. We had never been friends before but it’s not so bad.
Been a bit mia from this tumblr, partly because I have like 1000 others, one for curating interwebs arts, the other for my own art (which I hardly update because I’m so busy with work), another one for my writings, and etc etc..